A Promise Being Fulfilled

God...has revealed an answer to a promise to me..it's coming about...it's coming true.

It is more perfect than I ever imagined...and that scares me... 

I keep asking...

am I ready for this  promise to come true.

This was a promise I have always hoped for but never seen

Now is the perfect time and place

But I am so scared of this perfect solution

...That I want to Cry...

I have cried

God's perfect and mine were so different

and now I'm realize my attempts at procuring this dream on my own

were so wrong....

This is what perfection looks like

And I am Amazed

Perplexed

In Awe

Overjoyed

 Ecstatic

Excited

Nervous

Shy

Content

Amused

....wondering about the coming joys and beauty for life...

God's answers to a Promise are so much better than ours